So much of what we think is impossible is only so because the conditions are not suitable for it, that the ingredients for success is not aligned.

Loved this line. Our conditions are always changing, sometimes for bad and sometimes for good.

I can remember a time when I truly believed that nothing good will ever come out of my life. I am incapable of doing anything.

And I can remember a few events, when my plans worked perfectly, and I thought almost everything is possible.

Most of the times, it's just conditions are either right, or we have to wait and work for them to make them right.

Also, I just remember something similar to your condition that I read in Scott Adams book "How to fail at almost everything and still win big".

He is a famous cartoonist and bunch of other talents(writer, speaker).

But he faced some issues with his finger, and that made him incapable to draw.

Doctors couldn't figure out how to fix it.

But he worked on it on his own. Figured out ways, and made everything work. Started drawing again.

Again, a few years later, he faced speech impairment issues. He was a speaker and earned good money from it.

Doctors couldn't figure out how to fix it, but he remembered he has done something similar with his finger issues. So, he fixed his voice issue again, himself.

It was an interesting book. Maybe you should read it🙂