3-4 years ago, I would have tried anything, I was a meek kid. So, I had this idea that the more I push myself, the more alive I will feel. It worked for a couple of years.

One more thing that I did, that I won't repeat is, jumping in the sea, with a life jacket on and having no idea how to swim.

Lol, I had to go down the boat slowly, but I kind of jumped from the boat, got under water for a couple of seconds(that was really scary) and when I was up, I was screaming to take me back. But after spending a min or two in the water, and holding the stairs of the boat, I calmed down, spent some time there.

It was kind of fun thing to do at the moment. Especially when my astrologer told me when I was 21 that I would die drowning in the water. I was there, and thought, this could not kill me, atleast not today. Lol. Was an amazing moment.

It's fun growing in life from being scared to everything to not easily being scared from getting hurt, physically or emotionally. And not being scared of dying.