I loved watching your cartoon afternoon! I definitely feel like you when I'm not doing anything productive, but victim of anxiety, I read a book or watch some cartoons. The spongebob episode you mention is iconic, Squidward always had a bad attitude, but over the years he doesn't seem so out of touch with reality. And Bob's illusion is always genuine and beautiful. At least you had something to do during the storms. I'm happy for you, thanks for sharing. Sending you a hug!