I'm struggling to know what to write. I felt compelled to come back. But life is different now. I feel...different. And the old stuff doesn't fit anymore.
I see my old posts and want to delete most of them out of some sort of embarrassment. But I'm embracing that part of me that was alone and scared trying to pretend I wasn't.
I'm single now, but I feel less alone than I did before. I've got a new apartment. I have a more peaceful life. Trauma triggers are at an all time low. I've ironed out a few of my flaws so I'm a little less wobbly than I was before.
I'm MORE of a weirdo than I ever was, though, with the Mediumship taking off. I thought that part of my life was done, but it's alive and kicking, full force. I'm sure I'll post more on that at some point. Just getting reacquainted with the space again.
It feels good to be back. You people got me through some dark years. Thank you for that. We'll see how this new chapter goes, eh?
Here's to a more hopeful future.
