Wow! This is beautiful and profound

Seems like you found a way to express yourself and, as I recently heard somewhere and love to repeat:

expression is the opposite of depression.

Thank you for sharing this story with us. Although I haven't grown up religiously I sure know what depression feels like and am also very much aware that I need to express myself in as many ways as possible to experience 'heaven' on earth ;<)

A hug from Portugal,

Vincent