I get you, Javier and can relate to this in many ways. At least you're sharing part of your experience here.

I talked to one of my best friends on the phone today. He's in The Netherlands and I haven't seen him since June. We are so very different but we became friends as kids, almost 30 years ago and we embrace each other's uniqueness. Even though we're growing apart more and more, it still felt good to talk with him. I myself am also on a path of leveling up, that includes a lot of alone time, but I also know - from experience - that it's always about finding that balance between alone time and time spend with others ( whether on a distance or not ). Hermit and introvert or not, human beings are and will always be social creatures.

Um abraco!