Wow! This is so beautiful, in many ways and I can totally relate to your story. Creativity is a way of healing for me too and I get better and better in integrating it into my life. It's of paramount importance. We're naturally all creative beings ( no matter what some people say ) but we often lose this side of us in society. If this happens, we start to feel drained, burn out, get depressed.

Depression is the opposite of expression

is one of my favorite quotes.

Thank you for sharing this with us and keep your creativity flowing.

It's a pleasure to have gotten to know you in the past couple of days. You're a beautiful soul.

Big hug!