Feel like bangin my head on the wall
Feel like running straight out the door
Sick of repeating myself all the time
Tired of asking u for more
Humbled myself to the point of humiliation
And now I cant take anymore
I want what u cant give
I wonder what I did this for
Fought for love
Fought for us
Made commitments and was loyal to no end
How did we get here? We was perfect when we began
I cant even cry, all I feel is anger
We have a family now but Im sleeping with a stranger
Because I thought you loved me better than any other man would
But I beg for things that no woman should
Like to consider my feelings and make me feel like I mean what you say I do
But once I ask you to match your words with actions, thats when your true colors shine through
Your voice gets raised while my voice gets lost
You fight for your way no matter what it cost
Not knowing the price is my trust
Not realizing what ur doin to us
N I shut down
Sheer reaction to combat the disappointment I feel
I dont know what we do now, what it takes to heal
But I know things have to change