I'm keeping my self alone in the dark
trying to figure what is going on?
life is so struggle, full of questions,
pain, hatred and fear, I really don't know what to do.
I'm trying to full my self out in the box so I can explore my self to others
but I'm afraid,afraid to get hurt again, afraid from rejections and afraid to be left behind.
I'm too envy with people who is free to express them selves to other
free to decide and free to love and beloved...
How I wish, there is someone who can take me out from the dark
and change my belief that life is not only for sorrow, pain, hatred and fear,
that life is meaningful and full of colors,
that life is happiness,,,,,......
life is a gift....
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