Well you're right I might not really understand how how it feels like to be in your shoes right now, motivating words might be the least thing you want to hear at this junction because you must have heard a whole lot of stuff even to have pushed to this point but come to think of it, did you push to this point just to end it all here?
You might have taken account of the year already and have seen the obvious gap between the things you really wanted to achieve and the seeming little things you've been able to achieve or not even achieved at all which is really frustrating.But I must tell you this is definitely not the end of it all. We still have about 17 more days to go this year,do you know there are still possibilities of acheiving those things you really want to, but how will you achieve them when you're already admitting defeat. Defeat beclouds you,it shuts you out of the possibility of seeing victory,it bring about pessimism. Personally I've not seen any pessimistic person achieve great feat because the possibility of achieving it if far form their mind and so they don't see it.
Come out of that state you've been wallowing in,a new day presents you with a new and fresh opportunity to press into those things you've always longed for. We can still achieve something mind-blowing,beyond our expectations even in the eleventh hour but it all start with you don't give up,don't give...keep that drive alive and fresh and don't forget to partner with God,with Him on your side,you can be sure of fulfilled dreams.
Do have a nice day♥️