I started on this video last night but I hit a wall and it was definitely time for bed. When continuing the editing this morning, I noticed how rough I look on camera. That is what I look like being awake after about 30 hours or so.

Since I stopped smoking cigarettes, my body feels like it may be in shock. The only thing keeping it from going overboard is the nicotine from the electronic cigarette. My sleeping patterns have been completely off. I try to lay down but my body just feels antsy. For about the past two weeks I have finally been able to sleep when my body hits an absolute wall.

The strange part is that even when I do sleep, it's only for about three hours. I've probably slept a total of 20 hours in the month of April.

My lungs feel like they are on fire everyday. When i lay down it is like the pressure of my chest on my lungs makes it even worse. It's a strange feeling.

The Video

The beginning is just me talking about the two videos that I merged together for this post. The fire video starts at around 2:50 and the mower video starts at about 5:25. If you have followed my channel for a longer length of time, you have probably watched the mower vid, but I wanted to get in on a decentralized platform.

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