I'm inconsistent with some apps '-'

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Okay.. I admit it, I can be inconsistent with somethings.
It could be my favorite hobby, yet I'm still inconsistent. For example, playing the guitar and becoming a musician. I love the feeling of understanding " musician talk " (( basically the nickname I've given to conversations with other musicians and you start talking music theory and shnitzel )) For some reason, I feel like I start putting myself down, telling myself that I'm not getting better when I'm actually am.

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You see, I want to be a musician, artist and pro gamer; probably a game developer.
I want to be able to things.. but I unconsciously tell myself of how slow my following count is and how I will never make it big.
I know.. thinking like that isn't healthy but if you lack self confidence, it makes it easier to think these things...

Now, I assure you, I will try my very best to be consistent on steemit and provide my opinion on things and try to make you all laugh. This post wasn't me throwing a pity party... Just me venting alittle.

Also, I want to create my signature footer for my post and an actual bio lol.

I'm inconsistent with some apps '-' | Ecency