Every human on the earth has a purpose of living, some find their purpose and start to work on it while some people just waste the life without knowing their purpose. Life is difficult to understand what should have done in life as it's not the easy thing. But i think in this era everyone doing struggle to live a life because although science and technology make so much facilities but those are expensive to get so we work hard to live a luxury life.
Sometimes I think being a elder daughter of my parents i always put pressure on me to do more things in life, some are very hard to do but some tasks are very easy. But i know that as compare to my younger sister i always try to do more in life. They live a life which is relaxed and chill but i don't know why i always put pressure on me although my parents never demand such things from me. But inner me i feel something to do these things.
I'm a very ambitious girl who has goals and ambition in life as i know i never feel relax about doing things in life. It's me who put pressure on me as no one said or force me to do it. When I was in college I aimed to get good grades so that i come on merit to get scholarships. And i got scholarships too as i got solar panel and laptops on coming on merit.
It was a pleasure moment for me that when I entered in university life i need a laptop and i know that laptop is expensive thing, although we've had at home but i need for myself a separate one for study so that i can carry it at university. I got it and i consider myself lucky because as a student it's our need. But i know the struggle behind it, the pressure which i put on myself, Dad just told me about the scholarships but it's me who wants to get it as obviously Dad can bought a laptop if he pay high fee.
After graduation, I want to set my carrier as i want to become independent woman in life, i choose the one and i know I'm not at the point which i expected sometimes, i want to see myself at high position but i know I'm not as it's a normal job not a good one but still it's okay. But really sometimes I feel sorry, i feel sad when plan not going as i planned but at the end i only relax myself that i don't have regret because i tried to do it and it's okay if some plans got changed.
That's all for today and it's my entry in this week hive learner contest in #hl-exclusive for the topic of #hl-w210e3.
