I still have my mom with me, but reality reminds us what is the end of everything alive. I don't think about it, I try to enjoy her company while it lasts as long as possible because I know I will miss her when she leaves.

It's the same for me. I prefer that the last memory of a loved one not be their death. That's why I don't go to see them in the coffin either. It happened to me when my dad died.

I think it was good that you shared your experience, it helps. 👍