There are many "good" policemen out there. The problem is that they are brainwashed. Why do you work for the government, the state? Don't you get it? If you really like your job, go and find a private security company. There are many out there. That way you can continue helping the people and you can be proud of it. Who do you think you're protecting when you work for the government? For sure, not the people but the state. And stop crying about it!