The current state of the economy in my country is nothing short of devastating. As a small-scale business owner, the struggle to stay afloat has been real. Inflation has drained what little capital I had, and what’s left feels like it's slipping through my fingers faster than I can grasp it. The weight of this financial strain is something I never expected to carry, and I often find myself reflecting on how we got here and how I’ve tried to manage with what I have.
In the past, I would have never imagined that I’d have to rely solely on my husband’s income. But with the small business failing under the weight of economic pressure, and the job market being nearly nonexistent, that’s where we are now. My husband is doing his best to keep us afloat, but the responsibility is overwhelming. The expenses keep piling up bills, food, medical needs and the income simply doesn’t stretch far enough. I pray every day that the situation will improve, but hope alone isn’t enough to make ends meet.
When I first started my business, things were different. We were living modestly but comfortably, and my business provided a secondary income that gave us some breathing room. I tried to make sure I had an emergency fund for such times, but the unexpected hit us harder than I anticipated. The rising cost of goods, combined with a volatile market, made it nearly impossible to maintain any level of stability. One day, my little capital seemed to evaporate, and I had no idea where it went. Inflation is an invisible enemy that robs from us quietly but ruthlessly.
Now, in an attempt to stay afloat, I’ve been exploring ways to manage my finances better. I’ve had to get creative, starting by cutting down on all non-essential expenses. I’ve become more mindful of what we buy, making sure every purchase serves a clear, immediate purpose. I also try to track every expense, no matter how small. This has helped me understand where my money is going and where I can make further cuts.
In terms of savings, well, that’s been an even greater challenge. At this point, the idea of saving money for the future feels like a distant dream. All I can manage is making sure we have enough to get by each month. There’s no room for long-term savings or investments. I’ve even thought about borrowing or seeking help, but no one seems to be in a position to lend a hand. It’s frustrating, and it adds to the feeling of isolation during this tough time.
We try to hold on to the small joys in life, focusing on what we have rather than what we’ve lost. It’s not easy, but I’ve learned that the only thing we can do right now is survive, keep pushing forward and hope that things will change. I pray for better days when businesses can thrive again, and families don’t have to struggle so hard to make ends meet. Until then, we continue with what we have, hoping for a brighter tomorrow.
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