That paragraph you posted reads like a translation error. Like it was written in another language and then translated by google lol. I doubt I would get through it. I've struggled through books in the past thinking that if I start a book I must finish it. I have given up on several as well. I've come to think of reading as something that should be enjoyable. If you're not enjoying the book and struggling to read it then its not worth it. Its not the right book for you. That's just my philosophy.