Its a hard time in the world right now. So much negativity that its hard not to get sucked into it. I feel like we are slowly moving into that time of year that can be difficult as well - colder weather and shorter days of more darkness. I can feel the seasonal depression slowly creeping in. Its strange in a way that we can know all the reasons why we might feel a certain way. We may even know the things we should avoid what we "should" be doing to make us feel better - in theory. Yet knowing the reasons doesn't change the feeling and doing the things that "should" work doesn't always help any either. Its nice that you are able to see some beauty in the world despite not feeling great.