I will be trying out something similar. As stated in the book "The Psychedelic Explorers Guide" by James Fadiman, I will try out a 1/10th of a regular dose of AL-LAD every three days. I will

I would suggest that the only way to really grow out of that boredom mentality is by developing your awareness so that you can see through the illusions of the mind. I would recommend you check out the

I liked your description starting from the second picture. This is why the enlightenment process is so challenging. We really have to go into ourselves and untangle all our believes and reveal all the

I had the feeling of loneliness for a long time. Until I realized the answer does not lie out their. There will never be anyone who can fill the void. It will always only be a distraction. Only serious

I like walking meditation also more than the regular sitting meditation. I combine it with the intent of becoming as open as possible. My awareness is on every sensory input and I try to follow as much

I experimented with stoicism as well and can attest to the effects is has. I also like to travel freely and with little money. But parts of me still get scared when it comes to falling out of the norm.