Wait a minute, let me tell you something about me. I am an wildling! For most of my life I took pride in speaking my mind. Bad, bad, bad!
Of course, every time I did that, I managed to mess things up, lol! Humans are such delicate creatures, fo' real!
There seems to be a backdoor though, it's called diplomacy or something like that. At least this is what I keep hearing :D.
First time when I found out about it was back then, when I started to serve at tables.
Really busy restaurant, and this table it was so damn needy. Short long story, I told them they are not my only customers. Keep in mind this happened in U.K., so a complain was filled on my name in less than two minutes 😁. In that day I received the first real lesson about human nature, from my manager.
People want to feel important, just tell a lie!
Basically, is mandatory to lie if you ever need anything from other people. Being collaboration in a project, or just anything social based.
In conclusion, we cannot be honest with others. Not completely!
Nope! Is not going to happen. You have to be some super weirdo like Buddha or Jesus. Yes, there might be moments of honesty, but they're short and often painful. (I just killed a mosquito, bad human.)
We don't like pain, (most of us at least) so we shoo those moments away . I do 😋!
Sometimes I feel so tired and my mind shift on autopilot. I start to find faults for my weaknesses in my childhood, or just anywhere I can think about. In those moments I am the victim and everything is against me, you know, all the self petty drama. Yuck!
I am such a downer in those moments. The moments I lose faith, the moments I forget how hugely lucky I am.
How did I got here though? Nevermind, I hope it makes sense 😅!
And I can't stop listening to this song.
P.S. I truly want to be more community driven, but I can't mention people without a reason. And lately I am a bit self-centred, I can't think about others. It seems I am not going to make too much money on Steemit after all 😅.
P.S.2. Don't get scared, it's just one of my alter egos. Yes, we are many 😋! This is the last post I let him write, at least for a while 😁. I am a gemini zodiac, tomorrow is my birthday.
Damn, I couldn't keep it to myself! That manager might be right after all ;).
