In my role as a Storyteller, I've had to dismantle my own narratives, my pride and anger, my joy and sorrow, my beliefs and even my identity. It's been an amazing journey, but it's required no less than total surrender from me.

As for fear, I no longer feel it the way I used to, it's a tool for me now, it marks where I must direct my attention, the branching road that I must study.

every fear covers an aspect of your life that you need to heal and transmute; explore your sorrows, give into them and feel them to the core, don't try to suppress them or deny them, that will only strengthen them

Believe me, your Intuition and your Heart never lie or fail, they'll guide you unerringly to the Truth within.

WOW. I felt these sentences resonate in the core of my being. I've been undergoing this same breakdown process that you have experienced. I too have found my purpose through my deepest pain and sorrows. I have chosen to write about all my experiences in order to share the wisdom I have ascertained. I am only trying to heal here on HIVE through my own storytelling.

It helps me when I realize that I am not the only one going through this process.