Hello ladies I am writing to tell you about my personal experience, which totally marked my life, and I never thought I would go through it, I didn't even look at women well, who was going through that experience in her life, widowed at only 43 years old, of a man wonderful, that at only 46 years old he had a heart condition, and he died 3 months after detecting his illness, my life went to the floor and I thought I would never recover, my late husband was the director of a musical group, and he had left a writing in the company that belonged to me that will take charge of its grouping.Since I was a child I had a dream to be a musician, but because of my father's thoughts he never allowed me to do it, and I studied economics. When the company called me and proposed the request of the deceased, he referred me to my childhood and my desires to be a musician, and I decided to accept the group as a representative.
But every group must. have a musical director who graduated in music.It is where I met a young man, only 23 years old, very talented, who undertook the difficult task at my side as musical director, and united twenty-four hours a day, and it was where a beautiful love relationship began, with a year of widowhood, like I never accepted that type of relationship, for my mind it was crazy, the relationship with 20 years of difference, which day by day was taking root, and the one that was misunderstood for me, family and friends.
I had never before been interested in a younger man, but the emptiness of that great loss, the depression, the time of relating, to be able to update the group's report, moved a piece of our hearts.
.Took root, I lived an intense love never experienced until that moment, which lasted for 15 very intense years.
At 14 years of this love, menopause with its consequences of the disease began at the age of 57, but the most difficult thing is that sex for me lost importance, it was very difficult because I was always a woman with a lot of sesapil and with fire , that marked my life, I became very depressed, I felt inferior and those 20 years of difference began to weigh, and I came to the determination to end the relationship, and currently I find myself alone without my love life making sense, I have only gotten involved in working and taking care of my granddaughter.
I hope the community likes my personal story
