Seeing me fall
What’s your gain?
Every moment?
Just filled with pain.
I'm crying right now,
But tell me when does the rage stop?
Sanity arrested
Like I’ve been locked up by a cop.
I've tried.
God knows I’ve tried.
But no one sees the blood behind the climb.
No one notices the fall.
They only stare
When I break.
Tired of failing.
Tired of fighting shadows.
Tired of screaming in a town
That only hears silence.
I wanna scream so loud
But it's like my voice
Drowns in my own sound.
I don’t know what to do with this rage
Wish I could find the key,
Seal it.
Cage it.
Lock it in a box,
And throw it off the edge
Of this madness.
But it’s boiling.
It’s flooding.
It’s too loud now.
Too deep.
Like a cliffhanger that never lets me sleep.
Disappointment?
It’s in every breath I take.
Betrayal?
That’s the wound I fake.
Smiles over scars,
Laughs through the ache
But inside,
I shake.
Stepped on.
Insulted.
Misunderstood.
Falsely accused like a villain in my own story
When I was just
Trying to be good.
I speak,
But they don't hear.
I create,
But the canvas stays clear.
A blackout in my mind
No color, no light,
Just fog.
Just fight.
It’s chaos in here.
It’s fire.
It’s ice.
It’s me,
Burning silently,
Behind a smile they think is “nice.”
So yea
Maybe I’ll scream.
Maybe I’ll roar.
Maybe I’ll let it all out
Like never before.
Because this storm inside
Wasn’t meant to be caged.
This is disappointment.
This is betrayal.
This Is rage.
