I get it about community alienation and clicks both online and daily life, the results on the brain and the drift. I feel a lot like that too around here, part of why I don't really bother posting anymore. Don't care enough to wine about it either. I get it. Thanks for clarifying further into into it. Obviously taking care of your health and mental health and whatever else should be a priority and anything that goes against that...well it is what it is...bye Felicia, self-care purpose...nothing wrong with that even if people don't understand.

I also know that people never get it, even when it's explained so clearly at times. Forgive them. People only comprehend on their own level of things. Sometimes trying to explain yourself over and over to nowhere can make one feel more alone. Talk about what you are comfortable with, find a way to mentally cope/digest in a healthy way for the things you can't change. Hardship = strength even if it doesn't always feel like it. I hope you find yourself on brighter days, keep yourself committed to that, whatever it is.