you could have grown up to be a real asshole

I just have an understanding how our decisions and actions impact others having no control over it really pissed me off so I had to be like them, I knew it was ugly but I needed to survive. I have been thru some real bad shit as a kid much of it the fault of the adults. I learned that what I needed to survive isn't the skills I needed to flourish as an individual. I didn't want to be them and I saw a lot of them in myself. It bothered me.

I think that's why I like the trade, we are so mean to each other in the heat of the moment but then tomorrow everyone is cool again like it never happened. Don't get me wrong some people I just don't like and vice versa but for the most part we can be pretty mean with words and we all get over it and it makes for funny stories.