Sorry to hear about your stroke, that must be awful to go thru. I hope you get a full recovery. I can't fully relate but I did recently get covid/pneumonia and it did leave long term damage including brain fog and other physical issues. It's frustrating but keep trying and it will slowly get better. Do your best and just focus on one foot in front of the other, maybe you will fully recover, maybe you will have a new normal to adapt. One thing is for sure, you are still here and everyday you wake up on the right side of the dirt is a blessing. To a fast recovery.