I had to go to the store recently and get bigger jeans 😂😂 it was hard to accept for a moment, I have been the same size effortlessly since I was 16 years old...I still have room to grow tho before I feel like I should put down the chocolate.

"Looking at all those pictures of yourself looking beautiful but then, having to stare at reality's reflection each morning and night"

that's pretty accurate I just avoid the mirror and selfies😂 (just being silly...lol). I think part of it is also the pressure to project a cool image to society to be accepted with everyone rather than the ones that matters, that is unrealistic to begin with and the failure to deliver the desired results in a bad self image both physically and an illusion of weakness of character. I still think it's a result of environment that almost always blindly chooses superficial as better than wholesomeness and until we as a society learn to value character strengths in ourselves and others over looks or what others think, that trend is going to get worse because it's a vicious unfulfilling circle.