Haha mao jud. It doesn't make you less of a mother if you pamper yourself for a little while. If it makes you happy, so be it 😊. Kay matud pa nila, you cannot give what you don't have. So dapat happy ta (if that's what "pag pagwapa" is giving us🥰) para mapasa nato ang happiness sa laing tao, samot nas atong mga baby 😊.