Nice camera- oh, crap. I fell into the "nice" trap.

I feel I can relate to several things you spoke about in this post, like for starters: not being able to post every day or always comment on a post you just read. Sometimes I just don't get any ideas / thoughts that I think are worth writing a full-length post about... or a post I read didn't give me any other reactions than "hmm" or "I feel so too".

I don't really remember being thought of as someone with no future nor deliberately given the "shittiest" roles in situations, but in P.E. class I was always picked into a team last (because I suck at everything P.E. but swimming), bullied throughout all my schoolyears but the last (never by my own classmates, rather older and younger people) and rejected of friendship by people I was interested of befriending (I was socially awkward and would just try hanging around near them but didn't actually have anything to say to them).

Now things are way better but I still experience the "want to be friends but have nothing to talk about" thing from time to time.