And I see that clearly now after I had my, my conversion, my, my road to Damascus revelation and, and I see that all the path of everything that I have done in my life led me to that.
And, and that, that my relationship with, with Jesus and with God in this moment, it's not that mystical, spiritual, idealistic thing that I was experiencing before, but a very committed, um, stepping every day in my commitment, starting with the word and prayer and, and putting on the whole armor of God and, and, and being in, in constant prayer, because right now the attacks of the enemy are so terrible that you need to be always prepared to be on the defense and to, to live an examined life and as righteous as I can with all my limitations. Agreed.
I want to ask you, I want to ask you about what, what, um, I want to, I want to ask you more about that, about your aha moment when you realized when, like the walls you'd built up around yourself, uh, had come to, when you figured out everything you believed was a lie. I want to ask you about that, but I want to go to, um, I want to go, I want to go with these two, uh, take these two hands first. So, um, we'll go to, uh, Germ, Germont, Germaine, uh, yeah, yeah, we'll go, we'll go to Germaine and then we'll go to, to Misty.
So go, so go ahead, Jay. Welcome, welcome back to the space, my friend. Um, hi, thank you so much for, um, telling us your story and it's very interesting.
Um, I was just curious and wondering because I've never really been in any other country. I've heard of a lot of countries, of course, but, um, I have some co-workers that I work with and even though they were born here, they, um, their parents are immigrants from other countries and I keep trying to, let's just say, I've gotten into a few arguments with because I do believe in the freedom of America and they want to trash America and one argument got so bad, I told them, well, why don't you go to that other country?
And they don't want to go to the other country, they said, because their children aren't here. So then I perceived it, well, if your children are here and you hate this country so bad, you think it's so bad, I don't, I'm confused as to why you're still staying here.