being honest about where you are will help you get out.

Hopefully someday soon ill be in more vibrant place and can translate that mood into visual.

but it really depends if you have a guiding light, may you find God in your work.

without God.. you sail without a compass.

peace, love, joy -> seed happiness

we get what we are Being.

imagine it is very much like exploring yourself as you are doing it. I wish you luck on your journey, and feel confident you will find the light inside if you keep being honest with yourself and soliciting real feedback (or perhaps you already have ; )

any rate, I've determined my purpose here is to do my best to speak my view when I can and pray it helps lead to folks being more centered in themselves. (including myself)

i see something dark, I try and shine some light. you seem more like rob zombie tho, one who is on a different path than I understand, but one I can respect as being self initiated .. all paths lead back to God anyway.

take care, it was pleasant to not be kicked for sharing my honest feedback.