is my own relative insignificance and incapacity

this very idea produces that experience.

When we know we don't know

seems unrelated to the previous idea.

what i do know is that I can and do have an influence.

what kind is related to what I am being. in that I have control, and power..

and I see no room for the idea of being insignificant, as that would reduce my ability feel the life that flows thru me and notice my connection to all things... because in those things I find comfort.

i dunno.. your ideas seem so close yet so far away.

hope you had a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.