She was in her mid-teen age. Like every day she was on same time and how can I forget that smile. She was just beautiful. Well-dressed uniform, that hung ID card, and the way she grabbed the books like the soft flowers. It seems like even book can feel her warm feelings. Every morning , at sharp 8am ,I peek through my room’s window only to see her. Even the graveled road seems to be the soft , the way she walk. She was fascinating and I liked everything about her but I know nothing about her.Its been few months I haven’t seen her and yes I do miss those morning and everything about her. But I must admit pages were being turned off of her memory from my mind. I was busy with my own business and she valued nothing. It was amazing when she used to pass by I used to miss her but of sudden when she disappeared it didn’t matter at all.
You wont believe I saw the same girl with same smile. Something has changed yet it fells nothing to me. Her smile, the way she walk just made me look at her. But this time her dress was different and time schedule too. Her face was layered with makeups and her hair which she used tie was laid open.It seems she have transformed her from one butterfly to another.It seems obvious that she have completed her schooling and started her college. I felt happy for her but the sudden change in her also remarked me that I was growing old too. This time I thought to ask her name but the thing called gut never approached me. I started missing her again. It is said time flies and indeed it did. Two years passed by and she completed her high schooling and I feel like it was yesterday. And all of sudden she disappeared from my life again.But this time she valued everthing. I missed everything about her everyday. You might think I was in love with her but it was affection and care towards her. Beyond that I can say nothing.
Few months passed by and I didn’t have any information about her. I thought to know her name atleast. I was in my baranda watching over the people passing by. I heard a loud music was approaching , seems it was someone marriage. I saw a frolic moment where everyone was happy. The grooms friend was dancing and musician was increasing their beat. I too enjoyed the band music. Suddenly my eye was on car ,decorated with perfumed flower. What distracted me was the lady inside the car. She was the groom and she was no one else than her. Yeah the same girl. Oh my heart pumped fasted. I suddenly started to miss her though she was infront of me, her smile, her hair, makeups, uniform, books, everything about her. I couldn’t resist my eye and the tears rolled up. Suddenly the car moved and the the back of the car was decorated with the flower in letter format (K weds K).i couldn’t watch any more and I went inside my room.
I couldn’t know her name but this time I miss this girl with name K. Dear K, Its been a decade and I still miss you. Where ever you are be happy and sorry I couldn’t know your name.
