There is in us all, The Will to live and or not. We are a product of the amount of will-power we exhibit especially in the face of trials.
No one wants to be found living in need and inadequacies, and no one steps out to experience pain willingly. Many give up before they even start and they will maintain their resolve to either keep going on against all odds, or die living their dreams unaccomplished.
Seize the will to live and forget about the seemingly disturbing distirbances. There is more to living than seeking to stay in closer doors wondering what would have happened has you taken a step out into the dark and unknown world waiting outside.