November is ending, and I must admit it's been quite a delightful month with lots of activities for me. It's been majorly work, work, work on my end and trying to meet up with the bills. I started out the month very hopeful of the things I wanted to achieve, putting down things in place to achieve them. I wanted to start creating content on web2 social media, I was all enthusiastic about it and was ready to do a lot, but right now I would say I'm not so enthusiastic with no clue to what I'm doing anymore. Although I've invested a lot into this project, I currently feel I'm way behind on everything. I would say it has not been easy for me, but I just try to keep pushing, hopefully I can get things up and running again.
Yeah I've had to pause to try to figure out what I'm doing wrong, I can be really slow when it comes to making decisions and taking actions on my own, but I hope I'm able to get to a decision as fast as possible. Content creation is not a piece of cake, I initially had plans set in place to execute this project, but currently those plans are not coming up as well as I envisioned at the beginning. Although I anticipated something like this to happen, the plan was to restrategize and keep on pushing until I make something productive out of it. And by productive I'm not just talking about the result, but the ability to continue delivering value every single time. So yeah it's a lot of work and I don't want to feel like I'm coming up every day to say nonsense. If you think I'm shy, you're probably right.
This month of November I've learned again what it means to appreciate the small wins. It usually gives me joy when I post content people are interested in and enthusiastic about. But knowing what people will be interested in can be a hard nut to crack which I think would become better with time. I've had to make tough decisions in order to get things working this month and go all out for things I believe in. I'm usually someone who no matter the risk try to play it safe, but for the first time in my life, I went all out for something I believed was going to work, and to be honest almost regretted it, but I've accepted my fate and anything that comes afterwards.
In summary, I would say the month of November has been a month of trials and errors, making big decisions and rising up to the occasion. However it goes from here, I would be proud of myself knowing at least I tried, gave my best and saw it through. If this project should fail at the end of the day, I would be happy that at least I tried and saw a way that doesn't work and maybe in future I would find one that works. If you think that I'm still scared about the situation, then hell yes because right now, I feel I don't know what I'm doing, but I will keep learning, and keep trying.
THIS IS MY ENTRY INTO THE HIVE REACHOUT CONTEST, (IN COLLABORATION WITH THE INLEO INITIATIVE)
