Now that I think about it, I can agree that fear is a weapon that has held me down for a while. The fear of failing, the fear of what people think, the fear of not being enough, and when I think about it even more deeply I realize that I have been scared of nothing all along. Because really what if I failed, I could just try again right, what if things did not go as I planned, I could just plan again right? Who is even looking at me at the end of the day, who is really thinking about me apart from me. Who really thinks I am not enough if not me. At the end of the day, every war and fear goes on inside my head and there is really no reason to fear.
I have really held myself back and restrained myself from doing a lot of things, if not for fear I would have built my own start up, launched a good number of softwares and probably would have failed in a lot of things but I know I would have had even more experience than I have now. I think I have stopped myself from truly living and if I am to be honest, the life I am currently living is not at the standard I truly wish to live. This is not about money, but the quality of life. I mean I have few friends because I have not shown enough value to attract the right kind of people. If I had no fear I would have attracted the right kind of people to myself already.
Another thing I would have done if I had no fear was to become visible. I love to be hidden, I am a very shy person, I love being behind the scenes, but if there was no fear, I would have been everywhere on the internet, maybe even have a channel of millions of people because I would have made a lot of content that would probably have made me go viral. I guess at the end of the day, the world belongs to those who are bold enough to take the bull by the horn and in order for me to succeed, I need to get rid of that fear of absolutely nothing. It has limited me a great deal and I need to let it stop dictating my life.
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