Thanks for your open words and the story told. It may be an inspiration for others. I am 42 years old. I do not have issues with alcohol, or without it. My addiction is more internet and games, which cost me sleep. I am fighting it now step by step and hope to make it one day, so I do not have a bad feeling when I go to bed between 10 and 11 pm, when I need to get up at 6am.