Thank you @buggedout ,
This is why I am not able to post anything lately.
I am exhausted, burnt out, and grieving since September, unable to focus on writing except for short brief times, anxious, irritable and downright irrational at times. And to make things extra difficult, I've lost my fine motor skills in my right hand accompanied by pain and stiffness, so I can type with my left hand and I need both hands to operate my desktop mouse. And my sword juggling career is at an end. Possible diagnosis; Atypical Parkinson's.

Windows voice dictate sucks, looking for a better dictating software.