Jeeezz... You've really had it tough. I wouldn't want to start spelling out all you've already passed through. The bad memories and the repercussion that comes from some of your actions.
After reading all you wrote here, I had to cross-check some lines to be sure that I'm not reading a line from a novel. I'm feeling glad that I was able to come across your post today. It's good to see that you are trying to reconnect to the world by being in hive.
I wish that all your goals will be achieved starting from finding peace and then getting a degree in art and business and possibly doing the NFT stuff. That's pretty easy because you've got a talent which can be put to good use.
Hive has alot of positivity and I'm sure that you will have people that would lend you ears if you ever feel like telling your tales. I would like to read more from you.
I'm sure that @dreemsteem won't like to miss this.
RE: An introduction.