"seems like a good number"

That's not gonna cut it.

"feel"

If someone is paying you to build something or provide a service, then they are hiring you and they expect you to be professional "hired" help. Also, if you cannot promise your employer anything, then he/she has no reason to hire you.

"I have not much experience"

That is obvious. My recommendation to you is to seek capital elsewhere.

"I believe XEN and HEX are the best cryptocurrencies"

Then go to them and ask them for help.

You're asking the Hive community to just give you $60K and what you have made very clear to us is that you will use our money to pump your personal coin and to promote other blockchains.

You have a terrible reputation with the Hive community, you are clearly asking for money to pump your personal coin, you have zero marketing professionalism or successes, and your abrasive personality actually turns people away from everything that you have to say.

My suggestion to you is that you ask someone else for help because you won't get it from us.