Hello, @ardiza it was inevitable not to have cried and to feel that great pain that you have gone through, I cannot tell you that I understand you because I have not gone through a situation like that, thanks to GOD. because I do not even want to imagine how hard and heartbreaking you have to feel friend, strength and cling to the love of GOD, your reward will be great, GOD does not place this type of evidence weak. you are strong warrior and admirable. life goes on and from heaven that little