Thank you so much for thinking of me and sending me good vibes.
That was helpful in calming the mind during lots of pressure.

Yup! I knew we would have bad earthquakes this year. Actually, I was feeling ‘feverish’ about earthquakes taking place somewhere near on the day. I talked to my old Indian picture of a Hindu god (Shiva); I asked him “no earthquakes today please!”, before I left my apartment for the mall. Then, within two hours they started to shake the earth!
Crazy premonition! I wondered why I should have this psychic premonitions without the ability to change things for better!? It made me frustrated sometimes. I often knew in advance when a person was going to leave the earth ( my limit was two weeks advance warning). But I couldn’t change the situation and I often brushed it off as my too lively imagination. These days, it’s getting much clearer and more frequent. I have to try to live a normal life without too much involvement with psychic happenings. But I am getting more confused by all the strong vibes and messages! It feels like I don’t know how to steer this strange or alien ship inside my mind!