[Eng/Esp] Mi conexi贸n con los fantasmas 馃拃 Mes de los Fantasmas en ZDE 馃懟
Hello hello, what's up beautiful people of @ZonaDeEscalofrios, happy Wednesday to all of you and I hope you have a great day.
Once again I come by to show you my participation to the "Ghost Month" initiative where we have to answer some questions regarding the topic posed by the beautiful 
Hola hola, que hay gente bonita de @ZonaDeEscalofrios, feliz Mi茅rcoles para todos ustedes y espero que pasen un excelente d铆a.
Nuevamente paso por aqu铆 para mostrarles mi participaci贸n a la iniciativa del "Mes de fantasmas" donde tenemos que responder algunas preguntas referentes al tema planteadas por la hermosa
1) What is a spirit for me?
For me a spirit is the absolute essence that makes up the soul of a living or dead person, I consider that a spirit can develop and move to another plane of the subconscious as it strengthens its connection with the very famous "inner self".
1) 驴Que es un esp铆ritu para mi?
Para mi un esp铆ritu es la esencia absoluta que conforma el alma de una persona viva o muerta, considero que un esp铆ritu puede desarrollarse y pasar a otro plano del subconsciente a medida que vaya fortaleciendo su conexi贸n con el muy famoso "yo interno".
2) Do I believe in ghosts?
You see, my weakness and at the same time my strength are ghosts, I am the kind of person who is scared of conversations and everything related to ghosts but I am also attracted to talk about them, to know about their death and leave the benefit of the doubt of their existence wandering on this earthly plane.
Since a couple of years ago I discovered that I was a very spiritual person, previously I already felt it but I did not know how to explain it. In my country there are many people with peculiar religions such as Santeria and in a couple of occasions some known followers of this religion have told me that I am "Matter" which means that I have a sensory capacity more acute than other people, I can feel more easily the bad or good energy, besides the possibility of receiving in my body a spiritual entity of light through a process of preparation and learning.
I really consider myself a deist person, a religion that recognizes God as the author of nature but does not accept the creeds of any particular religion, however I cannot deny the presence of supernatural beings inhabiting this earthly plane.
2) 驴Creo en fantasmas?
Veras, mi punto d茅bil y a la vez mi fortaleza son los fantasmas, Soy de ese tipo de personas que le asustan las conversaciones y todo lo relacionado con los fantasmas pero tambi茅n me atrae hablar sobre ellos, saber de su muerte y dejar al aire el beneficio de la duda de su existencia vagando en este plano terrestre.
Desde hace un par de a帽os descubr铆 que era una persona muy espiritual, anteriormente ya lo sent铆a pero no sabia como explicarlo. En mi pa铆s abundan personas con religiones peculiares como la santer铆a y en un par de ocasiones algunos conocidos seguidores de esta religi贸n me han dicho que soy "Materia" lo que significa tener una capacidad sensorial mas aguda al de otras personas, puedo sentir mas f谩cilmente la energ铆a mala o buena, ademas de la posibilidad de recibir en mi cuerpo a una entidad espiritual de luz por medio de un proceso de preparaci贸n y aprendizaje.
Yo realmente me considero una persona de铆sta, religi贸n que reconoce a Dios como autor de la naturaleza pero no acepta los credos de ninguna religi贸n en particular, sin embargo no puedo negar la presencia de seres sobrenaturales habitando en este plano terrestre.
3) Have I had a sensory or visual experience with them?
*A year and a few months ago I was very sensitive on the subject, I was going through the phase of "Dissatisfaction" of the stages of spiritual awakening where I felt that everything was wrong with me and I blamed the spirits to put some kind of curse on me, which I think is not even possible.
During those days I had the opportunity to observe two unknown entities that only I could observe, it was after a small meeting with some friends and it was about 3 o'clock in the morning. I was accompanied by my boyfriend and it seemed strange to see people there at that hour, but I did not comment anything. We crossed the block 3 times and each time I saw the same 2 people dressed in white completely as if they had automatically teleported across the street, I asked my boyfriend if he also saw the 2 people to which he replied no, that we were the only ones there. I still remember that desperate feeling, I even heard a voice in my head which I related to an aunt who passed away many years ago, but no matter how hard I tried I could not remember what she said to me. I doubt very much that alcohol made me hallucinate in that way but I don't have hard evidence to prove that what I saw was real.
3) 驴He tenido una experiencia sensorial o visual con ellos?
Hace un a帽o y unos meses estaba muy sensible en el tema, estaba atravesando la fase de "Insatisfacci贸n" de las etapas del despertar espiritual donde sent铆a que todo estaba mal conmigo y culpaba a los esp铆ritus de echarme alg煤n tipo de maldici贸n, cosa que creo ni siquiera es posible.
Durante esos d铆as tuve la oportunidad de observar a dos entes desconocidos que solo yo pod铆a observar, fue despu茅s de una peque帽a reuni贸n con unos amigos y eran las 3 de la ma帽ana aproximadamente. Iba acompa帽ada de mi novio y me pareci贸 extra帽o ver personas por all铆 a esa hora, pero no comente nada. Cruzamos de cuadra en 3 oportunidades y en cada ocasi贸n miraba a las mismas 2 personas vestidas de blanco completamente como si se hubieran teletransportado autom谩ticamente al cruzar de calle, le pregunte a mi novio si tambi茅n ve铆a a las 2 personas a lo que el me respondi贸 que no, que solo nosotros eramos los 煤nicos por all铆. Un frio me recorri贸 todo el cuerpo entumeci茅ndome los brazos y aceler谩ndome tanto el coraz贸n que sent铆a que iba a tener un infarto, aun recuerdo esa sensaci贸n tan desesperante, incluso llegue a o铆r una voz en mi cabeza la cual relacione con una t铆a fallecida hace ya muchos a帽os, pero por mas que lo intente no logro recordar que me dijo. Dudo mucho que el alcohol me haya hecho alucinar de esa manera pero tampoco tengo pruebas contundentes para demostrar que lo que vi era real.
4) Do I think they are good or bad?
I think that just like people there can be good and bad ghosts, depending on how they were in life, although there are also other factors such as making them angry. I have heard of people who live tormented by ghosts that don't leave them alone, I think they must have done something to disrespect those spirits.
I feel that just as we look for our meaning in life, they also look for ways to fulfill through other people what they did not achieve in life, so they can rest in peace.
4) 驴Creo que son buenos o malos?
Considero que al igual que las personas pueden existir fantasmas buenos y malos, dependiendo de como hayan sido en vida, aunque tambi茅n existen otros factores como hacerlos enojar. He escuchado de personas que viven atormentadas por alg煤n fantasma que no los dejan en paz, creo que algo tuvieron que haber hecho esas personas para faltarle el respeto a dichos esp铆ritus.
Siento que al igual que nosotros que buscamos nuestro sentido de vida, ellos tambi茅n buscan las maneras de cumplir por medio de otras personas eso que en vida no lograron, de modo que puedan descansar en paz.