I felt bad for what you had sacrificed for your family . Take it from someone on her early 30s and has a lot of family responsibilities too. Don’t take yourself for granted. Invest on yourself first physically, emotionally and mentally so you can be at your best not only for others but for ur own sake as well. But , I am proud of you on how you handle such mistake, and it’s ok. We learn from it. I know someone of the same situation against those online loan sharks, yet she wasn’t as brave as you to face it head-on. 😊