When you throw in getting Tinnitus at the same time then yeah my head was not screwed on at all. You might think you know what you would do but in all honesty you wont unless it happens to you. It doesn't make you happy, you always want more. I can spend a few million in my head in seconds. On things that yeah would be nice but ultimately i don't care either way, I have a house and a van, i'm fine. Travelling the world would be nice but thats not likely anymore. Swimming up a river comes to mind, i dont think any of it is a coincidence. Money is dangerous it puts you in situations and places you wouldn't otherwise be in. Life changing is not always good.