Finding purposes in life may be hard. It's okay, don't find any. Follow your instinct, if you want something get it because time will never stop for you to feel bad and sorry. It's okay to feel tiny today because tomorrow when you smile again, the people surrounding you will hold you and not let you fall. If you get tired of faking a smile, don't push yourself too hard. Breath in deeply like you always do. Count to 3 and say,'right now.'
Right now. You are an amazing person who never fails to make someone's day. You are genuine and kind hearted. Right now. You made dreams happen, whether it belongs to you or anyone else. You do things the way you do because you know it's right for all. Right now. It's okay if you are feeling better, nobody gonna judge. The people who believes in you, know who you truly are.
Things may have gone wrong and people may have perceived it differently. It is absolutely fine, be present. Know that there is someone out there who understands you. Who will fight through the difficult nights with you and stand by you all the time.
There will be a day you feel the sense of belonging and needed by many people. Be ready, know that if you once survived you will continue surviving. Existence is the game of mind, so shift the focus to what you do every now and then. You worked too hard, you shall now stop punishing yourself.
Smile :) Take a rest. And tomorrow is the day that awaits you to make a difference, superhero. Be very good.
