I can understand what you mean. A few years back I was hit in one job that I was surviving on, and I was really broke for a very long time. I think my advice is that you even though it wasn't you, maybe you can start making moves. I'm not actually saying you'll get hit, all I'm saying is that maybe you can make start looking ahead and making preparations. Hopefully in a year or maybe something like that you can get some really good X10 or 15 for your crypto investments