I should have bought even more SPS when it was practically obvious we will have a run up.

That's the whole summary. In April last year, maybe you wouldn't have been so inspired to buy because it was at an ATL. although I understand that we know that there's a lot more chance it will go up, but we don't really get motivation when an asset is down, even though we know we might be missing potential gains by chickening out.

In your situation, you have 200k, this is enough volume even if SPS decides to go to 0.1 or touch 0.5. So this in itself is enough consolation.