Wait
Don't do anything if you have no idea what to do next
just wait
lay down low
stare at the walls and ceilings
and those shit 1950s patterns
embrace the psychotic noise outside
but more importantly
embrace that psychotic noise, inside.
Keep waiting,
and don't get too fucked up
don't do
don't go anywhere
and don't interfere
just wait
preferably alone
in a hotel room.
The answers will come
but you'll have to take risks
the answers never come on a plate
or how you imagine
you have to be silent
and painfully patient.
More mistakes will be made
more suffering will be experienced
you'll never grasp it 100%
but follow that shit, wherever it leads.
Listen
Hear
Innerstand
Then go!