Hey Cheryl, I saw your comment that you removed, but wanted you to see my response :)

The problem with this is the frame of it all...

You think all this happens to you because of God?

You know this is the devil's world right? Things go bad, not because of God...But because sin is built into the DNA of this planet.

The fact that a child is born every day, heck even that YOU were born is because there is a loving God. But this planet isn't supposed to have good things happen...At all.

Think your anger is pointed in the wrong place. Not that it isn't valid, it very much is...but remember who the enemy is :)